New Plans

This week has been a complete failure.
I have actually stopped weighing myself because I'm too scared of the high number it will undoubtedly show...


However, I have now planned my daily limits for the rest of this year, all the way to January 1st.


I will begin with ABC on Tuesday 16th September, then after I have completed that I will do an interval of 2 days fasting, then on to STB (Sweet Tiny Body), and after that it's straight on to Crazy Skinny Girl.


I will be beautiful. I will change my goals and my new target is to be beautiful for the new year, if not by Christmas.


I will try to post daily now, and post what I eat and how I'm doing. I am desperate this time, I am very close to ending things if I can't get to where I need to be...
That is the reality. This curse has consumed me so much that if I am not pretty in my opinion, then I should be dead.
It is a horrible way to survive, but if this is how I must be cursed to live, then so be it.


Fingers crossed.


~Skylark70~