Friday, 10th October, 2014

Morning Weight: 93lb

9:22am
Yesterday was so nice... I woke up today tired and shaky though. My heart feels a little loud in my chest, and I decided to eat something and try to keep it in.

I started the day with 1 mini rice cake (8), and for the rest of the day, I'll have some Apple and Blueberry Dessert baby food (88.75), which comes to a total of 96.75kcal for the day. Hopefully that'll be enough to stop me feeling too shaky...
I almost purged the rice cake... I was too tired to though.

12:10pm
I feel a little more awake, and a little less shaky. I've had 2/3rds of the baby food jar, and have managed not to purge, which is good.

Also slowly having a bottle of Diet Cola (2), which I don't actually count towards my day's total (as I need something to help aside from water!), so Diet Cola and Cola Zero are my non-water, non-counted things that I allow myself, aside from one or two pieces of sugarfree gum.

I also usually only have one 500ml bottle of one of those fizzy Cola drinks, so I'm not having too much.

I'm so happy right now though - I am 1lb away from my lowest weight to date, and I'm only 3lb away from GW2! Wow! I haven't even figured out a reward for GW2 yet, and I could reach it within the next few days!

I miss Garfield already though... He always makes me feel so good.. And I can't wait for him to see how beautiful I become once I reach my Ultimate Goal Weight..

10:47pm
I felt a little lightheaded at work today... And felt pretty tired. I've made a list of meals I used to like, so that I can make low cal substitutes for them.

I almost have a thigh gap... So close, and yet so far..
I'm scared of my weigh in tonight.. What if I haven't lost any? What if I've plateaued right before my lowest weight? What if I've gained?!
Ugh... I feel kind of sick.

11:29pm
I DID IT.
I'm at my lowest weight again!
Wow... That means that I'll have a new lowest by next week!

Oh my gosh, just wait until Garfield sees me lighter than ever before... 

Evening Weight: 92lb

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